Showing posts with label poem. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poem. Show all posts

Monday, April 30, 2018

#36 - Changing Shades of Summer


I remember a time when summer was
Endless days of mindless fun
As we played in the scorching sun
Without a care or pause.

A time when mangoes lay in crates
The still air laden with their scent
And we ate them to our heart’s content
As the seeds lay stacked in our plates

And when the play for the day seemed done
It was time for books and treats
Under makeshift tents of torn bedsheets
That always had enough room for everyone

With each year these memories fade
The crates replaced by boxes small
Instead of tents, now tall glass walls
As through the workload we wade

And though sometimes the day is cooled
With much awaited evening rains
I do miss all the play, the games
Those days when mangoes and magic ruled!

Thursday, June 8, 2017

Finding Me

Finding me

In others I've sought to find myself
How meaningless that now seems to be
For it took me away from my own inner world
That nurtured the introverted part of me.

Am I doing enough for him? for her?  for them?
These questions now need to change
It's time to try out some new rules
Even though they may seem a bit strange

Going silent than talking things out
Seems to be the way of the world
That I am now beginning to grasp
As I console within me this girl
Who always thought that confronting helped
in healing relationships that matter
But that seems far from the truth
Now shoved beneath safe chatter.

I am learning how we all have our own versions of truth.
Between two truths what's truer - who's to say!
And self disclosure and confronting seem rather naive
It's time for me to find a wiser way
to sort thru the complications of these relationships
To make meaning of my life
To think through what it truly means to be me
and not just a friend, a mother, a wife.

To find myself I seek solitude now
To dive into my own inner world where I belong
The relationships, the reaching out can wait for a bit
While I create my own rhythm, my song!